http://community.livejournal.com/foto_decadent/1784723.html#cutid1

was totally weirded out by this at first
then i weirded myself out by gradually loving the .. weirdness.

http://www.esnips.com/doc/7143d891-34f6-445e-9f0e-297a6a3ac2ce/Olivia-Ong-Sweet-Memories

no idea what on earth is she singing but it sounds really sad
somebody buy me all her albums please

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"I'm Michael Scofield", says Qitty.

why do people have to grow uglier

i.e. self

Headlights; Some racing, some stopping

these days

- had little shopping spree..i Y GSS! topshop and fcuk at half price :D
got my boutique petite silky top that i've been eyeing since forever..in size4 :D :D

shall be on shopping hiatus now. must control for BKK in 5 weeks' time !!

- got my ears cleaned for free (with much painful protests)

- became a masseuse (sp?) for free in return. barter trade.

- attempted to run but uhm walked..sorry im a weakling!

- went on korean rampage but it ended today with bi bim bap (because it really disgusted me) but still Y kimchi rice! with egg chicken all. why is korean chicken extra sweet?

on a sidenote, also loving tomato cream japanese pasta. complete w salmon and salmon roe. best salmon roe at shokaido. okay stop it now secretly turning into foodie blog.

- spent QT with the QT

(HAHA QT looking half asleep here in candid shot
but still a QT so please don't kill me)

okay to be fair, my fugs candid.
angsty as always..i even look like i'm banging the table.
where's the food!!!

- spent QT with friends in need..so glad everyone's feeling better now :D

- felt the impact of China's earthquake online. with tudou youku and 56 simultaneously deep in mourning

i wanna go b (cycle)! the pretty jetty! hurry plan!

(as you can tell i'm having fun with webdings.)

i love public holidays (: (:
they are days i look forward to esp now that there's work.

wouldn't it be sorta strange
if we could hear our hearts beating all at once
some racing some stopping
some skippin some droppin

always Y !!

everybody please go watch grey's if you haven't (you deserved to be stoned to death in your cave of mountain, tortoise!)
i was laughing and sniffling every other minute.
i've never been so moved by gays.

this morning i woke up to see a little foil-wrapped package alongside a covered bowl attached with a post-it - my name on it!
mommy is too sweet
yummy thin-crusted pizza and corn &carrot soup!
i am deeply ashamed of self now for not exactly being best daughter around.

chocolately fudgey caramelish craving alert!

i can feel my fats protesting

but mommy's getting new microwave and oven soonish.

baking sesh!

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off for first driving lesson of the year >:C

shit i think i forgot which is the brake or the accelerator

i ought to be stoned too

Freezepop; Swimming Pool

i listen to the above to calm my daily frenzied nerves when im heading for work.

ohkay..work has been..ohkay.

when im rushing to work squashed against the glass pane unable to breathe on the train feeling overwhelmed by claustrophobia wishing i was not sadly horizontally challenged,
i feel like slapping myself for being so rash and willingly enslaving myself to 9-to-6 free labour. wtf am i so cheap!?
then i need to remind myself to take deep breaths as i scurry along to search for favourite speedy bus 64 that always disappears every morning so i need to succumb to 16 which wades around town like a frustrated tortoise
then when i alight at bus stop outisde zouk i think about my forecasted future for 2 months - visiting kim seng road every fucking week day, yes week DAY when people go on week NIGHTS. the irony of it all.

then i hurry into the office, late as usual and i look at my disgusting old school computer and the dusty keyboard my suicidal meter is going skyhigh

but when i pick winners, pack random stuff like anna sui and benefit freebies, see the mag in mini, i try to comfort myself that this is all better than being a slug at home yes i am contributing to the society life is busy everyday but i will learn to love it because it is wayyy better than empty calendar dates and its okay cos i am earning money elsewhere ...

and the washrooms are beyond pretty with nice smelling soap (i wash my hands enough to suspect i have developed a .. condition) and staircases. yes, staircases in a loo. lavatory. toilet. plus those paper toilet seat covers that you put on well, your toilet seat. i feel like im in japan.

and my very nice and kind colleague who sits next to me and hence talks to me (and her computer) when she isn't bitching with the other colleagues about other colleagues, gave me wet wipes that are supposedly secretly bacteria killers, for my disgusting dusty keyboard.

okay who am i kidding. im never going to work for free again.
can a white sheet of letter headlined Recommendation be worth the 2 months while of shit.
i'd be really glad if it was longer than my 2 years' worth of testimonial at sajc. (which, if you know me well, would know it was hardly astoundingly long, for i was never really a fan of co-curricular activities to say the least)
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anyway 3 quick things i learnt so far..

#o1. nobody bothers about accurate grammar or spelling. your qualifications are actually worth about as much as ice mountain (nothing against the former. it's my favourite actually i think it tastes most .. watery - yes evidently i'm glad the standard of english isn't of great concern - sorta) in the world of evian and fiji water.

#02. the correct manner of folding letters and stuffing them into envelopes in the speed of light.

#o3. MICROSOFT EXCEL IS A VITAL TOOL AND MY BEST FRIEND.

#o4. people actually win contests everyday there are actually insane people who leave their anna suis sadly squashed and boxed up in a freezing dusty storeroom

okay that was 4.

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okay CHARMAINE ONG WAN LING, student of SMU, SAJC, CEDAR GIRLS', PLMGS PRIMARY are you happy now that i am ranting incessantly

p/s inside joke for the above para. do not think i have gone bonkers.

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okay enough ranting i should think.
THE LUXURY OF BEING HOME EARLY FOR ONCE
WITH GG LOADING ON ANOTHER TAB :D

TOTALLY RANDOM WISHLIST



come on barbie let's go party


enchanted unicorn bandages for post-partying bruises



and holly golightly sleep mask for good night's rest



erratic weather much? happy storm brolly!


ipod earphone speakers are totally hilarious
try stuffin 'em in anyone's ears


a more-ideal-than-starbucks mug


totally cute candle friend!


now that we're on the topic of cupcakes,


baking sesh anyone?

-okay more down-to-earth wishlistmy brand new zit will not blossom into a pink balloonand my work-is-nearing blues will go away

Automatic Loveletter; August 28th 3:30p.m

woke up yesterday morning with bruises all over my knees and elbows and wondering where i was.
rough AND EMBARASSING night it was
i'm going to hibernate / not see r ever again
(thanks though he was of great help)
(and jill too for getting us in if not we'd still be sulking babies by 11p.m.)

pictures soon! (before it all became chaotic, that is.)
(p, i can't seem to forget your maki-squarepatchy pouch owl's eyes that were illuminating)
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i managed to change my project grade!
by two grades!
HAIRPEE-NESS!!!
it was an error on the TA's part i'm so glad i went to check it out

i'm going to be enslaved to free labour very soon
hard work, long hours and free labour comes packaged under one term - internship
there goes my holidays but let's hope it's at least fruitful
and well i still have my last 2 weeks of august holidays
AND bkk to look forward to (:

am secretly quite scared though
of office bitchyness esp when i will only see pmsy ovules and not-so-straight testerones all day
hope it will be fun.

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okay no secret i wanna be friends.
at least it was civil.


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but also,
nobody needs shady friends.

so my last paper is at 5pm later and here i am watching gg (too eggcited michelle tratchenberg is G!)

and c has successfully sent me into a state of unwillingly depressing forecast of my holidays. which has yet to begin btw.
because i have a last paper later.
which i don't feel particularly excited about.

i'm damn sad. hate projects.
they always pull my score down and i have no idea why.

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today's just a bad day.
i hope i will have no other days like this
but i know there will be more
just maybe the third time this month.
i really don't want to hear all the sorrys.

i'm pretty sure my bus went a wrong direction just now. i realised it was going off-track to some other street and some passengers were murmuring about whether they were on the right bus. so i hurriedly dropped off thinking hah im so alert to drop off first. so i walked to the next bus stop to board the same bus.

and i kid you not, the EXACT same bus came to pick me up. i recognise the indian man's mustache from his side profile.

and (in case you think all mustaches look the same) further proof was that i recognised some other commuters previously on the bus too sitting at the same seats (albeit looking very smug and secretly mocking me for alighting previously and yes im very bored on buses so i stare at the back of people's heads and i have a mental picture of which woman with which hairstyle sits around where). i think he detoured and went back to drive back on track.

wtf! waste my bus trip!

i'm looking at my driving lessons pasted on the wall. i don't know why i bother when i'm going to fail anyway. plus i took a 4 month hiatus. my chances are like zero. nada. zilch.

i just realised i'm blogging about the most mundane random incessant thing that nobody wants to know.

exams have a stronger detrimental effect on me than i know.

Y grey's !!
more than gg, oth, lipstick jungle, blah.

love cos it always makes me feel sad.
sad cos they try to be content despite of it.

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on a brighter note,
there's no way of escaping as unglamness was rampant that night
so this is steph my fave other world
wedged in between charm and my nonsense

I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU SINCE FOREVER
AND WHEN MY BITCHY EXAMS END
YOU'RE OFF TO SAVE ELEPHANTS

WHY.

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/i am finally not a computer idiot to all servers! :D